Love, Laughter & Life

i never expected to find myself in my present situ...i never knew tt e answers i was searching for wld be found so soon...but i've realised many things this past few weeks...it has been so long since i woke up in the morning with a smile on my face, feeling relaxed and carefree...i dun even remember the last time i bothered to take note of all tt goes arnd me...nw i pay attention to every detail tt life has to offer...e vivid colours tt surround me , e music in everyday sounds, e cool breeze tt blows thru my hair..i feel so alive...more importantly i feel i'm back to being who i am...from the way i dress, to hw i relate to others and even in hw i spend quiet moments in prayers...learnt many lessons...and i guess the most important one is to listen to ur heart when all else fails u..=)

just as i'm certaint tt this new chapter in my life is going to bring me much satisfaction and joy i'm also pretty sure tt it's gonna get a lil rough out there for awhile..ignorance and gossip is a dangerous duo..and when these two join forces the pic turns ugly far often than not..but shld one live a life filled with facades just to please pple whom they barely know..and do e opinions and comments of strangers who are of no meaning to u count..most importantly just cos u believe tt u r doing the "right" thing does it mean tt u r able to satisfy all those arnd u...i tink it's a fruitless effort...cos at e end of e day no matter hw gd or righteous u may think u r, u'd still fall prey for criticisms and judgements.. some more than others will always be a topic of controversy and a figure of interest..it's just a fact of life tt has to be accepted..

all tt matters is whether u r happy with ur life and the decisions u make... i know i am... no regrets whatsoever.. and i dun care abt what others have to say... cos i feel my faith restored and my strength renewed.. my fears are gone and i'm anew.. whatever comes my way i will face... with fortitude and courage for love's true sake...poetry's bk in motion...:)